November 9, 2011 New Because I Want to
This was written more than two years ago. I would love to stick to this ideal one hundred percent. Thanks for reading!
I am not here because I have to be
I am not here because I should
obligation will not motivate me
duty often repels my attraction to good
I am not here because of right
my rights are insufficient justification
entitlement stumbles in the night
but I have a higher motivation
Not because I must
nor because I can
neither one yield the fruits of a successful plan
but desire sweet desire informs my every action
being neither pushed nor pulled
I am propelled by my own attraction
I am here because I want to be
I am here ‘cause this is good
privilege serves to motivate me
giving no regard to whether I should
nobody is making me twisting my arm
standing over me ‘til I get it correct
if I choose not to – I’ll suffer no harm
I have the choice to redirect
I have the desire to be here today
it is my choice that’s true
my voice has chosen not that I might or may
I come today because I want to
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October 18, 2011 Righteous Risk
I’ve risked time money honor and reputation
to pursue my own ends in yielding to temptation
sometimes I’ve been caught sometimes I’ve gotten away
but every time I’ve crossed the line its been a very bad day
cause being in trouble aint no fun in the world or in my head
there is no joy in the feeling that turns my heart to lead
I’ve risked so much for the sake of being wrong
I hope to God I’ve had enough ‘cause its been this way too long
these risks I have taken just make no sense
trespassing across my neighbors fence
into realms forbidden for the likes of me
but in all truth what I’d really like to see
is a little bit of risk for the sake of righteousness
put myself on the line for the faith I confess
and get in a little trouble for doing what’s right
I’d take a lot of trouble for turning on the light!
in a world that has gotten so far down
let faith hope and love reverb and abound
and if that gets me in trouble then I say bring it on
let my risk remain for righteousness let my risk for sin be gone
Tags: Christianity, games, righteousness, Risk, sin, trouble
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October 4, 2011 White Male Christian (An Apology)
My race my gender and my faith come with quite a price tag
all three have baggage all three have a huge bag
filled with the mistakes of those who came before
with a consequential history I cannot ignore
nor can I delete all my own offenses
my burned bridges and broken fences
so from all my ancestors and yes even me
I offer up this humble apology
European Caucasian mostly known as white
in the eyes of many ethnicities I can never be right
I am charged guilty upon introduction
and into the halls of villainy is my races’ induction
I cannot argue for a moment with those who feel this way
for too often have we stolen murdered and taken away
from those who we deemed were not our kind
but less than as we ransacked with depraved mind
rarely have we done as we should
the power of my race was supposed to be for good!
we were supposed to be the good guys
so on behalf of my race I apologize
To the women and children let me say
that even if I apologized non stop every day
I would not be able to sum it up as long as I live
so with the rest of my life I solemnly swear to give
back to those who we have hurt and left behind
we men have abandoned and destroyed as if with one mind
but it wasn’t supposed to be like this
the societal male blessing wasn’t supposed to miss
we have left those that needed us alone in the dark
we have blown every chance and missed every mark
we have looked you in the face while telling you lies
so on behalf of all men I apologize
The last segment of this sorrowful lament
comes from the most grievous place I’ve spent
for I am a Christian and how I wish that meant more
how I wish we Christ followers adhered to His core
but one doesn’t have to go very far to search
to uncover the sins of the Church
racism sexism slavery and war
cowardice lust and so much more
for we Christians have been the same as those we condemn
our hollow lights have glowed so very dim
and what excuse do we have for all that we’ve done
when our Example is none other than God’s own Son
we have too long gone with those unwise
so on behalf of my faith I apologize
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September 28, 2011 Three Birthdays
Mom and dad crossed the ocean with two leaving with three
far away in the Pacific Agaňa, Guam witnessed me
1977 December 2 1pm on a Friday
mom gave birth with dad by her side this was certainly my day
its true there were two before me as I was their third son
but as for dad being in the delivery room my birth was the first one
I was loved from the beginning of my entrance to this place
there was laughter in the air and a smile on every face
I knew right from wrong and the Spirit stirred
in South Dakota there was something about the Word
that drew me in at age 11
clothed with Christ I was seated in Heaven
never to die be separated or afraid
by the will of Christ I was remade
and filled up with the power of Life Divine
purchased by Blood I was no longer mine
departing the Valley of Humiliation
I followed the Shepherd unto Salvation
Attraction dictates what we become
I like something because that’s where I’m from
unfortunate ‘til that time it had remained unseen
but I wrote my first poem when I was fifteen
Burton, Michigan sitting in class 1993
it came from within no one taught me
God made me saved me and gave me a gift
to cry out and grieve inspire and uplift
Life salvation and work with the pen
displayed for all treasured within
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September 19, 2011 Job Well Done
Hey everyone! This week talks a walk on the humorous side. Hope you enjoy it.
I feel my age a little more right now
adulthood is putting wrinkles on my brow
for the stress of impatience at my current vocation
substitute teaching has no shortage of frustration
immaturity infects the climate like a sickness
I find myself brainstorming solutions with the quickness
I wish I could be Luke Skywalker the Jedi knight
using the force in the classroom there would be no fight
that I couldn’t handle I think kids would find
if they didn’t obey I would literally change their mind
shoot I’d go dark side on ‘em there’d be nothing greater
than choking them with my mind just like Darth Vader
but maybe I don’t need to do all that I’d probably get fired
though in every teacher’s lounge I’d secretly be admired
my goal as a teacher for every girl and boy
is simply to teach and not to destroy
Still it might be cool not to use the Force to slaughter
but instead I’d be a wizard like Harry Potter
charms and spells could take the place
of screaming yelling and stressing my face
I could silence kids with the flick of my wrist
there’d be no way for any of them to resist
but the question is would I be able to hold back
and not give in to a dark magic attack?
cause I’m pretty sure I’d encounter the sort
that would make me go all Voldemort
and the crucio curse would be thrown all over the place
no kid would dare get up in my face
cause if he did he’d get the arvada kedavra for sure!
but that probably wouldn’t cause my employment to endure
besides I’m not really a dark wizard kind of man
and I definitely don’t want to get sent to Azkaban
I suppose what I need must come from within
though I am not the strongest among men
I have what it takes – be it boring or fun
no dark side no dark magic – just a job well done
Tags: Darth Vader, Harry Potter, Luke Skywalker, substitute teacher, Voldemort
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September 12, 2011 Runaway Praise
This is me going on about God. He has been so good to me! Pass it on if you dig it.
Grab a pen and pad the only thing I wanna do
is send praise out to the One who is faithful and true
you have to agree there is no one like He
Who made everything and set us all free
it moves me to go do be and pursue
the One who gave life and breath to me and you
He fills me with purpose and a word to uplift
and give my whole life as a daily gift
the only reason I do what I do is because He is real
He ransomed me from the grave and on me put His seal
let me just say there was a time that I now hate
‘cause everything I did was about me filling my plate
every day of my life was about me myself and I
little did I know or care for the Most High
all the while He was slowly drawing me in
He was calling me to release all my sin
He was calling me in worship to give it all away
He was calling me to the Throne Room every day
He knew He loved me and I could be brought back
and that His grace would get me on track
and then it happened but not just over night
let me tell you I did put up a big fight
but I got quite a dose of His Reality
and began to realize life aint about me
but this world my life – yes – the whole universe
is about declaring His glory in every single verse
there is no corner where He cannot be proclaimed
from the deepest to the highest His glory is exclaimed
and then and all over again infinite without end
from forever ‘til forever this is how we’ll spend
our time even when time is no more
His might His glory His name we will adore
lift up magnify glorify and raise
exalt laud applaud and praise
this what we will do in the land beyond the sky
this is life forever in the glorious by and by
lets engage so we’ll be ready to go
we’ll be with Father – fully in the know
we’ll be with Jesus – Who took all our sins away
we’ll be with the Holy Spirit in the land of endless day
forever and ever and ever we will give Him glory
from now until forever let this be our story
Tags: Holy Spirit, Jesus, love for God, praise, praise and worship, worship
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September 6, 2011 She
Last week’s poem was the personification of peace. This week is love. Hope you’re well. Thanks for reading.
She always does what’s best for me
her will for my day is the best it possibly can be
her intentions and executions agree one hundred percent
what she does is always what she meant
how I wish I could say the same
for in the deficiencies of our relationship – I am to blame
my distractions preconceptions and biases prevent
proper reception of the messages she sent
she doesn’t give up though even if she’s mad
she believes in me and I am so glad
she’s able to get in and let me know
that no matter what I do or where I go
I’m never too bad too low or too far away
for her to change my night to day
I’m learning to receive what she freely hands out
I find that as I’m able to let go of doubt
there is nothing but sacred beauty in her service to me
and holding on to her I am who I was meant to be
I find what I have had no grasp of
when I let go of me and hang on to Love
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September 1, 2011 Father Peace
No matter what – peace is always here
in every room of the house – he is ever near
whether we acknowledge him or not – he doesn’t go away
in isolation or fellowship he’s available every day
the difference is me and the choices that I make
and whether or not I choose his hand to take
remarkably the thing you would think make him go
are the things that cause his presence to grow
in an ideally bad day he will shine like the sun
to his presence in his arms like a child I will run
and crawl up when I could be depressed
and bury my face deep in his chest
Peace holds me in the moment of need
I am his he is my father I am his son indeed
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August 23, 2011 It’s a Wonderful Life
The Fatal Attraction of my Basic Instinct is no Pulp Fiction but an Inconvenient Truth
I was Home Alone Dazed and Confused Every Which Way But Loose Behind Enemy Lines
in Clear and Present Danger my Temple of Doom was none other than Sin City
I was Falling Down and I could not get Up
my Bad Teacher said there were No Strings Attached
but the Indecent Proposal tried to pull me into the Abyss
surrounded by Ruthless People I was nearly Gone With the Wind
my Higher Learning couldn’t save me from those Dirty Rotten Scoundrels
a Cool World had Bewitched me Across the Universe
my Beautiful Mind had been Cast Away
the Faces of Death were too Big for this Titanic to float
My Life had become the Night of the Living Dead
this Lone Ranger got Dumb and Dumber
til my Deep Impact was an Unbreakable Armageddon
plugged in to the Matrix I believed the Inception
my League of Extraordinary Gentlemen was in a League of Their Own
and I was the Invisible Man 20,000 Leagues Under the Sea
before I was Gone in 60 Seconds I knew Something’s Gotta Give
my Neverending Story proved I couldn’t Lean on Me
my Crash left me Unknown in a Chamber of Secrets
well there came a point when the Angels in the Outfield started playing Hide and Seek
I left the place where Some Like it Hot and headed Over the Top
Oh believe me it was the Perfect Storm and there was a Rumble in the Bronx
but the Ghost Busters of my Resident Evil restored me to Glory
Chariots of Fire ushered in the Flight of the Navigator
and I was Saved! no longer in a Field of Dreams
Life is Beautiful no longer on a Hook
I had Atonement no longer Unforgiven
I had an Excellent Adventure no longer a Bogus Journey
Some Kind of Wonderful took my sin Far and Away
now I am a Witness to The Power of One The Passion of the Christ
and there aint no Lethal Weapon that can take away my Braveheart
I no longer Supersize Me ‘cause it’s all about Jesus Christ Superstar
His Fellowship repels the Two Towers ‘cause I believe in the Return of the King
and though there be Series of Unfortunate Events
though life can be Stranger than Fiction
though the Empire Strikes Back with the Phantom Menace
I have a New Hope ‘cause I can say “It’s a Wonderful Life”
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April 25, 2011 Jason Tomlinson live at Wired
Hey gang, I’ll be performing at Wired on Sunday, May 22 at 6:30. Come on out!
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